Catalysts

I'll write you letters.

And I'll tell you secrets.

I'll make promises I'll never break.

You use your fingers to convey messages to her.

I use mine to emptyitallout.

I laugh because I'm nervous.

I laugh because I'll cry if I crack this mask.

Intertwined forever in an entanglement of empty words.

I want to scrape my insides clean.

Pure.

Empty.

better.

"What are your life goals?"

I was engraged.

I was embarassed.

I was awe.struck.

I wanted to tell him the truth.

All of it.

He listens.

He pauses between thoughts and strings words so wonderfully together.

What's stopping you?